Stranger

It's a stranger
To hold in so much anger
And you try to accept to move on
When he is the one you long
From every mountain top
You'll shout for him until your heart stops

You scream
To the one who is assumed a He
You fall to your knees
You cry out in a plead
And you can't stand the pain
That drives you insane

You cry
And you sigh
And you try not to give up the fight
But you have tried to stay put out of sight
And we listen to songs about knocking on Heavens door
As you lay on the floor
Feeling so soar.

And there is litterly nothing you can do
But make your dieing wish come true
And you let the rain fall
Wishing there was that one person you could call
Wishing there was still that one person that you could give your all

So you just lay there
In so much dispare
But you don't have any care
And it seems as if the pills have a certain glare
All you ever wanted was life to be fair

So you just sit
Waiting to take the next hit
Because you think you deserve it
And you let the intoxication take over you
Telling anyone to F off who dare to try and stop you

Making now a sweet escape
To just let go of everything you'd love to hate
So you just escape
And you bring a depressing fate
You can't clean your slateSo you just sit and wait

Everythings unravling
Your sins are exposed
Your love has turned cold
Your body worn and old
And you try to despratly keep hold
To a secret thats has already been told

So give me novicane
To relieve me of this pain
And give me an anistic
I know this sounds pathetic

So can I ever be free
Can I ever be the real true me
That I was meant to be
Will I ever be set free?