He said he missed me
i was questioned by his words
is this a product of his honesty
or i'm just fooled by plain fantasy
He said he wanted to be my friend
the thought made me overwhelmed
i just hope this time he was true
i don't want again to feel blue
He said he was willing to give his second life to me
but how can that be?
i know i'm not important to him
maybe what he said was unreal
Reminiscing the past
makes me ask "why?"
why did he act so strange all of a sudden?
was there something he has forgotten?
In my mind is a long list
of scars written on my wrists
a few had memories of him
of how his word cut until i bleed
I told him i could not get over
i was just overpowered
the hurt he caused me was so bad
i don't know how will i be glad
I'm just confused with what i feel
maybe because i didn't see it for real
his face, i didn't even catch a glimpse
or how did the words came out of his lips?
Maybe i'll just let this pass
so i could move on with the past
this pain it must not last
that's suppose to be my main task
