When Hard Feelings Are All You Can Feel

Dreams disappearing as I fall to the ground.

Hope dying to never again be found

I try so hard to make everything right

But I always end up getting into a fight

My feelings are too numb to get hurt

My soul is cold and covered with dirt

Nothing left to do but turn to the blade

The decision to do it is never delayed

A child who causes her mom so much pain

Is just a problem child;there's nothing to gain

When hard feelings are all you can feel

Tears from your mother are not a big deal

I want to run away but there's nowhere to go

No one would help me, they'd all send me home

I want to find a place where I belong

Where scars on your wrist are never wrong

I want to bleed until I can't feel the pain anymore

Sew myself shut and do it some more

I don't care what you think so leave me alone

Don't try to convince me that I have a good home

A child who causes her mom so much pain

Is just a problem child; there's nothing to gain

When hard feelings are all you can feel

Tears from your mother are not a big deal

Nobody knows the Hell I live in

Everyone thinks I just want attention

Nobody knows how much they've killed me inside

When they break their promises and all the times they've lied

All the times they pick on me just to make someone laugh

It hits me inside and leaves a huge gash

My heart is deformed and torn into shreds

My life is held together by my Prozac and meds

A child who causes her mom so much pain

Is just a problem child; there's nothing to gain

When hard feelings are all you can feel

Tears from your mother are not a big deal