Because of You

by Jewels   Feb 2, 2007


Those trickles of blood
Rapidly start to dry
As I wrap my razorblade
I kiss it goodbye

Tied with a bow
And sparkles on top
I give you this present
As a promise to stop

Because of you...

Same cold nights
Same old pains
A fear of food
And the weight I'll gain

Binging and purging
The sickness inside
Every single time
A little of my died

Now the urges are gone
And this smile is real
The wounds in my throat
Can finally heal

Because of you...

Suicide letters
Homicide thoughts
Burning my flesh
For my soul to rot

But, now I breathe
From the love you give
I've found this thing
It's the will to live

Because of you...

Forced insecurities
Hide the real me
I'm trapt inside
Everything I hate to be

Those feelings of mine
Gradually fade away
You make me feel beautiful
Somehow, in some way

Because of you...

Because of you
I can sleep at night
Because of you
Everything's alright

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  • 19 years ago

    by Summer

    Oh hunnie i no exsactly how you feel but just be carefull, i was the same way, i got engaged to the guy and after a year everthing when way wrong and all my old feelings came back becuase he wasent there anymore and i tryed to kill myself and all it got me was in a mental hospital for 2 weeks, you should be happy with your self and love yourself enough so that if your alone again you can deal, i dont no how much sence that makes but yeah, it was an awsome poem i loved it!
    --Summer--

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