I look into your eyes
I know not that I�m killing you
All the lies I�ve told you
Are slowly coming through
Everything I�ve hidden
Everything I�ve done
Everything I hate,
The truth and the Sun
I am becoming the thing I said I never would
I am someone I never thought I would be
But let the truth be told
There�s so much more to me.
All I have now
Is my razor and my lies
Turning my music so loud
Now no one will hear my cries.
I�ve found other places
To carve painful words into my skin
You�ll never see them
And you�ll never win
I look for so many ways
To escape from this Hell
To live in darkness
To ring my lonely bell
I�ve lost myself in this world
Taking advantage of what I can
Writing all day
Dreaming of the perfect man
I�m somewhat warped
I�ve let my music change me.
My dark prince charming will never come
I�m wasting away on things that will never be
You�ve thrown it in my face so many times
That it�s pushing me to the end
I don�t even know why I listen
It�s all just a twist and bend.
I�m waiting for the right moment
To just walk away
To leave you all behind
Just like I did that day
You�ve shown me the light
You�ve proved me wrong again this time
I�m not doing this
I�m not going to pretend I�m fine
You never hold me anymore
Not since you met him
He hurt you again and again
Well isn�t this a sin?
I�m ready to give up
Just walk away from you
But something holds me back
It�s like there�s more for me to do
I�m waiting till high school
Maybe that will tear us apart
Maybe then you�ll leave me be
Stop mending my broken heart
I don�t have anymore to say
So I guess this is the end.
He�ll make you happy again
Goodbye my fake friend.
