I create pain
i burn the soft fresh of my body
i cut the veins that carry blood
i heat up metal and lay it on my skin
i listen to my own silent screams
i watch the blood trickle down my arms
i do it bc of all the pain i have caused you
i do it as punishment to myself
i do it bc i am so deeply in love with you...............
I love you so much i am in pain emotionally without you
i want it to show on the outside !
i create pain
