I miss you so much i wish you were here with me i miss your smile that day in the hospital you looked so sad i wanted to crumble but i knew that would make you hurt even more i tried staying strong for you my honey i did my best. At your funeral i sat in the front with your mum an step dad crying i tried staying strong for them your brothers an sisters too but now I'm alone i just want to die i want to be with you i miss you so much you always told me you would be here with me forever i know you are here in ways i can not describe I'm looking at your picture now i miss your hugs when i am sad you always made everything alright why did you leave me babe your youngest sister is only three she misses you loads an is always asking where you are an when you will be back i tell her you are in heaven with Nana an she cries she now understands you will not be coming back i love you my honey sexy baby forever an always i am yours...
