Constant Fighting

All the constant fighting,
All the constant pain,
It's all my fault, and I know,

Everything I do,
Everything I say,
Results as an argument,
That leads into pain,

Nothing I do is ever right,
In your eyes I'm always wrong,
I don't know why I try,
Because you don't really care at all

If I could just say,
The way you make me feel sometimes,
But it's hard to say,
"You're making me feel like total crap",

Everything you say,
Everything you do,
It just leads to constant fighting,
And a heart full of pain

I know it's all my fault,
I know you're the good one,
But can you just leave me alone?
So I can die in peace...

Death is what I'm waiting for,
Maybe it'll come soon,
Because all this constant fighting,
Is making me lose control!!!

~*note: this is a bad poem, I know. I didn't care about the rhyming, I just needed an outlet because I'm crying.*~