Thinking back into time,
I really don't remember the last time I can truly say i was happy.
Sure I smile and laugh along with everyone else. But fake smiles deceive others, sometimes it even makes me forget how much it hurts.Because if I can fool everyone else, who is to say I am lying anymore. Maybe this is who i truly am. Maybe I'm just not meant to be one of those people, who find true happiness with someone else, who love themselves for who they truly are.
