I thought

I thought you were different.
i knew you were different.
you enjoyed us smokin and
doin drugs,
you loved the same music and
moshing and scremo hun.

you were my dream guy and
you were my boyfriend.
you said you loved me and
i said i loved you.

you were my first love and
i was yours.
no matter what babe

its not over.

i dont care if this poem sucks,
im just sad,
im just mad.
at myself for getting close.

he cheated on me twice,
and i dont care what people say,
he loved me and i love him.

i wish he would take it back.
ill give him a chance but
please please take me back.

i just want you baby.
i just need you baby.

no one but you.

always and forever.

so dead.