Go Away

Head in my hands,
Crying a single tear,
Things I wondered before,
Are now horribly clear.

The mistakes I made,
When I was so confused,
Made us both feel,
So lost and so used.

I'm sorry I hurt you,
Killed you a little inside,
And made you feel,
Like you could have died.

I'm glad you moved on now,
I wish I could too,
I miss the way things used to be,
But most of all, I miss you.

I miss how you smiled at me,
And how I smiled back,
But now our silences,
Make my heart feel so black.

Maybe I'll stop crying outside,
And smile when you're around,
And if I cry, it will be silent,
So you don't hear a sound.

Love's supposed to be easy,
And always make you smile,
It's supposed to last forever,
Not just a little while.

It's one of those good things,
That goes so bad,
And makes the sanest people,
Turn incredibly mad.

It makes me cry,
'Till it hurts my head,
And pains me so bad,
I wish I were dead.

It makes me do things,
I never thought I would,
And stops me from doing things,
I know that I should.

I wish I could learn,
To stop comparing him to you,
But you were so perfect,
It's hard not to.

Maybe one day I'll tell you,
How I felt on this day,
But right now I'm just praying,
It's going to go away.