Selfish

It only takes one bullet to forget
one bullet to take the pain
the single shell echoes in his head
i constant thought...why not?
As he looks into the mirror
gun to his temple
his heart starts racing
he is terrified
he goes cold
weak and gaunt
physically destroyed
mentally wounded
then he thinks of his question
why not?
he finally found an answer
he looks at the gun
pulls out the clip
in his confusion
his utter selfishness
he realizes...
the clip was empty