Do you feel what I do?

I don't know what's happening
But that feeling is slowly returning
Deep in the depths of my mind
I can feel it churning

Do you ever just want to end it?
Do you ever want to die?
Do you have countless nights
Where you can't help but cry?

My heart aches with sadness
But why, I do not know
My eyes burn with tears
That simply refuse to go

Do you ever feel nothing?
Do you ever feel only pain?
Do you ever wake up in the morning
Wishing you'd never wake again

I really don't understand
Why it happens to me
What did I do to deserve
Living in such misery

Do you ever break down?
Do you cry yourself to sleep?
Do you wish depression
Wasn't yours to keep?

The old scars still burn me
My heart can't take much more
Days go by so slowly for me
I can't do this anymore..