Uncertain

Sitting in this dark hour
hearing the clock tick away
hearing the nocturnal sounds
thinking about my future's way

Standing at the crossroads
different paths different aims
blind folded i am
causing me lots of strain

my aim ,well lots of em
not one but cant feel for none
well this is my mistake
want all but worthy of none

wat do they gain
reminding me of my failures
making me realise
i am not worthy of their pain

will i ever rise
from these moments in hell
or will i fall deeper
this only time will tell.....