To Be Happy

The look in your eyes
the smile on your face
the touch of your hand
so much to embrace

To beable to live
to be happy and free
I want to explode
how can this be

I'm use to the bad
it's cold and dark
to be all alone
is when I fall apart

There's something there
deep down inside
it scares me to death
and I want to hide

It feels so good
to be in your arms
that my feeling of fright
gets lost in your charm

You make me so happy
and yet so sad
I set myself up
to just feel real bad

You bring out the me
only one could bring out
to feel this way again
is something to shout

I hide it away
so you don't get hurt
I'm only hurting myself
cause I know I'll get burnt

I want that fairytale
of you and just me
but what am I thinking
that could never be

I can at least thank you
for bringing me out
I've been trying for years
you're what it's about

At least it will be
easier to find
someone to have
what I left behind

The part of me
that was loving and caring
to give everything
now we'll see who's willing

To take everything
I have to offer
and to give the same
so my lie will be over

For someone to
show me the respect
be grateful and happy
we even met

That will be when
I know for sure
I won't have to look
ANYMORE!