Father's Return

Why are you coming back?
I thought you said you're leaving
I haven't used my razor
But now I'm back to greiving

Leave me alone
I am locked in my room
Not wanting to speak to you
Bringing forth eternal doom

My razor is a friend now
As it was before you left
You're stealing my life away
It's the ultimate theft

Today went fairly well
I spoke in one-word phrases
I don't care how clean you are
My thought of you still blazes

I know you want to get help
But help is not an option
I think rather than having you
I would have gone through adoption

Sure Mother treats me well
As you always thought
Was I the only reason
Why you always fought?

Father I did not miss you
You know I hate your stay here
You make me curl up in my mind
You make me live with fear