I hate that I love You

It hurts me knowing you think of her that way,
it hurts me knowing you thought of me that way.
it kills me to see you with her,
but i cant help but to look at you look at her.
whats so special about her that makes her better than me?
I bet you tell her the same things you use to say to me...
How did we end up like this?
Being torn apart??
Was it our maturity levels?
or did she steal your heart?
its hard to believe you got over me so quickly.
You were at the movies with a girl while i was with a friend crying.
Its been about a month, so why cant i get over you??
Is it because I want you? Is it because i LOVE you? Or is it because i wanted more than a lust.
I hate that you hate me,
I hate that im not with you,
but most of all,,
I hate that I love you.