To hate yourself!

I know what it feels like to hate yourself.
The mirror image makes you want to barf.
Your walking down the street yelling at yourself.
Chilling with your friends wishing you were one of them.
Using blades to comfort yourself.
popping pills because you want to loose weight.
smoking up that joint because the feeling of being hi takes you out of reality.
You let people take advantage of you, not knowing what to do.
You regret the past and just wish for a brighter future....