Hiding the pain inside

Trying to hide all the pain
but no longer can I hide it
thinking of you has made me insane.

I don't let it out I look happy
but its all fake I don't want you to see
I want to let it out you know? just be me

no longer do I dream of having fun
you left me here all alone again
I sit in the dark no longer loving the sun.

I need your help before I lose my grip
of my life and decide to let go of life
all I hear is how my bleeding heart drips

as you can tell I don't make sense
but I don't care its how I feel
and now you know my heart is oh so dense