So here i am once again
sitting her waiting for you
holding on to your words
as if they would help me make it though
i know that your not coming
but your the only thing that makes sense
i know that we have had our problems
but the past 2 weeks have been the most tense
i know you have some problems
that you have to work out, think them over
but is this really worth ending my everything
this will still hurt when I'm older
i know you would pick her,
so beautiful over me any day
but while your going down
do i have to go down with you anyway
Cant you respect me enough
to just leave me here forever
rather then staying around
and telling me we should be together
when your the one that ended it
you said your pathetic goodbyes
but I'm finally sick of it
because i finally realize they are all lies
and i know you don't need me
you made it through this far
i mean look at what you've accomplished
breaking my heart, stealing a car
i wanna help you out of this
but you just wont let me in
and then no is the answer
when i ask if we can still be friends
i know with you i would be happy
but if you don't feel the same in return
ill try and get over you
but i cant get over my only concern
you know you mean the world to me
and yet you get my hopes up
then crush them down with no words at all
then we go out and then breakup
your killing me and it hurts so much
i cant sit here waiting for you forever
otherwise ill lose the very thing
that is keeping my being together
but for now all i know how to do
is sit here and feed off your lies
and even though i have to move on
i wont without saying our goodbyes
