Control your self.

You smile at me like every thing is okay.
Laughing,and trying to push the pain away.
As you see no fear left in my eyes,
You slowly come back and try to disguise.
WHAT IS LEFT OF ME!
Haven't you had enough!
Making me trust you and then throwing it away.
Do you realize that I am not that tough.
To sit hear and watch you make less of my day,
Haven't you learned to just give it away.
But then again. When you smile.
It makes me believe.
Through all of the things I thought to deseve
Playing me! Is that some kind of Joke!
One of these days, Wont you just choke!
LYING HAS GOT YOU HERE.
As you see from that one tiny tear.
Your hiding me.Breaking every bone in my body,
Making it look like the world is all dotty.
And You lie to yourself.
Just look out your window,
theres a crowd staring at you. You've become an animal.
And I hope you think about this last at night
Looking up at your despite
And now.
It's just you.
your thoughts
You're all alone.
With nothing left,
To call your own