THAT'S WHY

I tried getting over you
Why it's not working, I have no clue

It's not as easy as it may seem
Us being together is what I dream

You make me laugh and you certainly make me cry
You're not my normal type of guy

You're a troublemaker but funny and sweet
I look forward to the times at lunch when we meet

I thought it was cute how I didn't feel good so you brought me to the nurse
But I didn't want to go because being without you would only make it worse

I love how you wiped away my tears
But being with you causes some fears

I'm afraid of what you're doing with other girls behind my back
Because I know sweet talking is not something you lack

I really have no idea on what to do
So the balls in your court, it's all up to you

I want so badly for you to be mine
But I don't know if all that you say, is just a line

I don't know how you really feel
Or if what you say is actually real

I know you said I deserve better
But yet I'm here writing this letter

I've tried moving on
But I up thinking of you until two hours past dawn

There's just something about you that I can't describe
But no matter what, I love your fun happy vibe

I'm sorry you kissed me and I didn't kiss back
I'm sorry I cried, my emotions are something I can't keep in track

You look at me and I start to cry
But if you were to ask I couldn't tell you why

I try not to blink so this tear doesn't fall
I love how when I kiss you I have to tippy toe because you're too tall

I call your voicemail just to hear you speak
Hearing your voice makes my heart go weak

I love how I know exactly what I'm going to say
But as soon as I see you, everything somehow floats away

I know I act like I know what to do
But I forget as soon as I see you

That's why I'm afraid if I set limits you'll cross the line
And everything won't be "Just Fine"

I love how you compliment my style
I love how when I cry you always make me smile

I really don't know how you feel about me
But if you want I'll let you and her be

I'm scared for what the future will hold
Don worry if you pick, my heart wont brake; just temporarily fold

If you want we can just be friends
But I really don't want this to be where our friendship ends

Because I love how you give me that special feeling and my leg shakes
If you're willing; I'm willing to give all it takes

All that I say is true...
Maybe thats why Im not over you...