I cant let go!

I don't want to lock up myself inside
i don't want to forget how it feels to love someone so much it hurts to
i wanna stay in love with you
omg i wanna let it go

god don't make me go to sleep
couldn't hide
my emptiness got to let it show
never wanted to end like this
just didn't let it show how much you meant to me
i cant hold on to my life anymore
wondering whats wrong with me

i just want to lay myself down for good
drown myself tonight
i cant break free
until i let you go
just let me go
darling i forgive you after all
anything is better than to be alive
and if it gets to worse than i got to just let go and die
i just cant hold on to my life anymore
i wonder whats wrong me
i just cant let you go.