What do I do
when I have fallen for you
am I supposed to go with the flow
or with what Ive always known
Ive always known the pain and fear
of back to back heartaches and too many tears
the feeling of love, Ive always fought
feeling that good enough, I am not
So what am I supposed to do
should I take a chance and go with you
should I stand my ground knowing that
the pain from my past is still a fact
I took a chance with you, you see
for you have never pained or hurt me
I am glad I took the risk I did
for the feeling of pain, I'd finally hid
You helped me overcome my past
and because of that, our love did last
until one day, my heart you tore
then I realized, when it rains, it pours
The chance I took, I don't regret
but what you did, I wont forget
Ive come to know that love is love
not simple, not easy, but only tough
Ive cried my tears and had my thoughts
the feeling of lost, I had fought
Ive come to terms with the way things are
and I know that your friendship is never too far
Another try has not happened yet
for when I gave you my love, my heart you kept
Ive always wanted to be with you
and have it be just us two
As of now, I'm confused and lost
because our old love, away you tossed
as much as I want for you to be mine
my heart is what Ill have to find
To give a second chance for our love
is something that I'm really scared of
for I got hurt when all I did was care
should be getting hurt again, something I dare
This poem is for me to say how I feel
I love you now and I always will
but in order for my heart to mend
I think for now, we should just be friends
