Long distant relationship

Ever since i can remember..Ive always wanted to have someone need me...as i need someone..the ache..the missing feeling always lead to depression...now that Ive found someone...i feel..very happy ...still..i have pains..at night still..i cry...still..i am alone..how can it be that being so close to someone..can still leave you alone...and i know..she feels the same way...all i have ever wanted was to see you..to hear..you..to feel you..just..to touch you..just to feel your presence around me...tell me is that to much to ask?....i sit in the lonely empty house...with a picture of you in my head...and cry the night away....waking up to a wet pillow..or tears..one day my love...one day..we will never be apart...