Let me begin..with in my race/religion..Ur not allowed to have a girlfriend..very strict about it..and should have an arranged marriage..having said that..heres..my little story..one warm..night i was on line..doing nothing...in a chat room...and a screen name attracted my eye...by having said..hi..i was so anxious to get to know her..i did not want to say bye..i was so into her..i really started to like her..her personality..her sweetness..her innocence..thinking..to myself..if this ever does work out..what shall i tell my family who is this? where is she how did you find out...and how would i ever come upon there approval..having spoken to her a couple days..not Even seeing her picture or what she looked like i fell for her personality..which she admired about me..i could tell she had feelings for me to...days went by..weeks went by..not a day went by we did not talk...one sudden day..her mother..got wind of us..being together...of her daughter being with a boy..which was the worst day of my life..i thought i was going to die...i was ..so hurt i could not Even cry..i just wanted to crawl under a rock..i just couldn't bare the fact that ..i wasn't going to be able to talk to her...anymore i was gonna lose the first love of my life..the one Ive waited for all thees years...the one who fit the description of my love..she and nor could i give up our love..we...suffered day after day..trying to just whisper..1 word..into each others ears..a day..just so the other could breath..i tell you i kid you not..i would rather..take the battle of death then to suffer threw that pain again..it was the hardest and worst day of my life..i don't wish it upon u nor my worst enemy...but to this day with the mercy of god..we are..still together..(Mashallah)
