How I feel about Josh...(felt)

September 4, 2004
*please keep in mind that i was in 8th grade and stupid when i wrote this*

when I'm around josh
it feels like thats where I belong
then when josh goes away
something feels so wrong

I like when josh looks at me
I love looking in his eyes
and when josh isn't there
my excitment just dies

sometimes josh confuses me
and makes me think till my brain hurts
sometimes josh can be immature
and even a pervert

but still someway, somehow
I love everything he does.
feels like just thinking of this dude
is better than getting a buzz

there is totally nothing
that I would change about this dude
and in the end if he doesn't want me
I guess then I'm kinda screwed.