I did the crime now im doing the time

I wade in the blood of envy
I wish for him
I wish i could sit back
And watch my fate unfold itself
But i cant
I try to plan my plans
To get him back
But i fail
I wish i hadn't stabbed myself in the back
All to keep my social status (screw that)
I wade in the blood of regrets
I'm stuck in emotional turmoil
But i cant complain
Cause hey
I put myself there