40 Cuts and More to Come

1, 2, 3, 4
Counting scars, bleeding and sore
5, 6, 7, 8
The sky is dark and the time is late
9, 10, 11, 12
Now I'm getting ready to delve
13, 14, 15, 16
Into the joys of being a teen
17, 18, 19, 20
I know my cuts are plenty
21, 22, 23, 24
But I keep giving myself more
25, 26, 27, 28
My ankles are bleeding until I faint
29, 30, 31, 32
If anyone really, actually knew
33, 34, 35, 36
This drug and what it needs to fix
37, 38, 39, 40
In blood, I wash my razor dirty
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More and more, too many to sum
And there's always many more to come