I didn't want to admit it
it was easier to lie
and hide the hurt and emptiness
to smile instead of cry
i didn't want to face the fact
my life is full of pain
and i long to stop my bleeding heart
and maybe smile again
because i feel oh so forgotten
so betrayed and so alone
wit ht a trace of forgiveness
and no soul to call my own
i didn't want to admit the fact
i can not spread my wings
and my happiness has melted
into tears and other things
its hard for me to hide the fact
my wishes have no home
so i bow my head and cry alone.
