You Broke My Heart...

When I first found out you broke my heart....
I immediately broke down in tears..
it was really unexpected
Losing you was one of my greatest fears..

All the things you said before was all that was on my mind..
We then had a long conversation that brought my hopes back up..
finding all you said was a lie all my emotions just blew up..
I was feeling sad and pissed at the same time..
it would be hard to have you as a friend of mine

I then thought about everything ..
and realized.. you never treated me right anyway..
all the lies, broken promises..so why am I sad? why am i mad?
i should be glad...

I watch you as you look at her...
hoping you'll look at me like that.. once again..
but i know i shouldn't take you back..
the mean things you did will never mend...

taking you back once again..
just gives you the ability to burn me again...
i want you..
but I'm not giving in this time

what my question is..
how can you tell someone you love them over and over..
but in the next breath break their heart..