Eyes swollen shut from too much crying
Images pushed away, all i think of is dying
Touch my body, stiff and cold
Happiness insides been put on hold
Despise the sounds of laughter
Wish this misery would move a bit faster
Souls ran away, cant look me in the eye
Cant be apart of my hideous lies
Lies that im adicted to cannot stop
Theyve been piled up high to the tippy top
Suddenly tumbled down upon my shoulders
Under them i lie, starts getting colder
Can not move, muscles been locked
Happy memories in my mind they stalk
Rate of depression starts to rise
No one can hear my painful cries
