Please Stop

Things have changed so much
From when I was a kid
I never saw all the truth
and all the lies you hid

I always believed you'd be behind me
That you'd provide strength for me
But as I'm growing older
That belief I can no longer see

Can you not see what your doing?
Please don't take another sip
Watching you drink yourself away
Is making me lose my grip

The words you speak when you drink
They will never go away
The pain that they cause
Its hurts more everyday

I feel guilty for trying to grow
To live my life for me
I am trying to explain in words
That i really need you to see

Please stop pushing me further away
You have already lost one
I'm begging you to let me help
And if not i guess I'm done