If I'd Known

So many times Ive tried
but i just cant do this
all this trying to forget
its just an impossible wish

all i ever feel is hurt
since your not here anymore
if I'd known we would of ended up like this
I'd have never walked out the door

everything reminds me of you
like the wind, and the rain
i just cant stop thinking about you
i dint want to feel this pain

every kiss we shared
you made me feel okay
but those memories
will haunt me day to day

i reminisce of falling asleep
with my head on your chest
back when we loved each other
and life was just the best

remembering all the hand holding
and the forehead kisses
these are the kinds of things
that a girl misses

the words that you said
they bring tears to my eyes
sometimes i wonder
was everything just lies

those three single words
you said them with such ease
now they have caused heart break
they're like a painful disease.