Where Do I Go From Here

Where do I go from here
You told me that you'll always be near
Feeling lefted out without a clue
Please God tell me what should I do

I cry out in the darkness of night
Looking around you're no where in sight
Searching for an answer deep inside
I look at you running trying to hide

Sending a message there's nothing to tell
My heart in my stomach suddenly fell
Confused by all the good things
Leaving out the worst that life has to bring

Dreaming of a nice fairy tale
Standing up for myself I always seem to fail
Being alone is the one thing I fear
Can you tell me where do I go from here