Empty Aches

Why should i treat such a beautiful thing so terribly? But why should they break me?
All i want to do is open whats in between but i'm torn from inside from what i believe is right, what is real?
Just suck me down, lets down some drinks, lets hit the bars, lets break our seams. Back to my place in the dark. No i want to turn on the lights so i can remember your face so when i dream i know what to think.
But then again there's your love, friendship, my comfort, your attention, though it won't work. Just work up my ego, take it up. Then desecrate me inside out and make me bleed from all sides.
Drop down into burning embers, just open your legs and close your eyes. Let me hear what you have to say, i don't want to love you, i want to break you.