Despise

All the sudden tears come to my eyes
as i think of you in despise
Black lines stream down my face
wishing i was in some other place
i stare blankly at the wall and daze
praying for this pain to stop so i can find my way threw this maze
maybe if i just go away, ill be ok
for this may be the end of my today
I'm gripping my legs as my head falls down on my knees
i grab the blade and i squeeze
I might not be ok
oh well this time I'm not stopping I'm going all the way
taking the pills , I'm tripping
as my blood continues dripping
wake me up from this nightmare
my eyes venue to stare
Now I begin to not even care
Your anger was just to much to bare
now i don't remember what you said
your gone from my head

*State that this is not true. I do not actually cut my self i just felt like writing a sad poem. please comment n vote. id love to hear what u have to say n id like to know if its good or not please n thank you.Erin*