All is lost

I've been on this earth
18 years and I swear that I
cant take it.
Everyday feels like I ant gone
make it.Drugs,Guns and Killing
is what I went thought on a daily
Base.
I would love to Chang my life but
I just don't know how.
My best friend in this whole
world was a 38 .When ever I
needed him he was always ready to
click.Side by side we stood.
With my back to the world.
I never had know one care about
me so why should i care about you.
your life is your life and my life
is mine.So stay up out my face be for
i go get that Iran.