Help Me

Will someone please help me,
At least try to understand,
even if I'm by myself,
alone is where I'll stand.

if you try to help,
you gotta know whats in my heart,
i wanna know what you think of me,
come on now, shall we start?

when you look into my eyes,
What do you really see?
A Girl who fears death?
a girl who is just like me?

or do you see something else?
a girl who acts like nothing is wrong?
who never feels unhappy?
and hasn't cried in so long?

When you look into my soul,
what do you really see?
a girl who gave up trying,
a girl who is just like me?

Or do you see something else?
A girl who never stop trying,
Even when enough was enough,
nothing was ever satisfying.

When you look into my mind,
What do you really see?
a Girl who is completely f u c k e d up?
a girl who looks like me?

Or do you see something else?
A Girl who seems so normal,
when everything else,
seems to be abnormal.

When you look at my body,
What do you really see?
A girl whos body is bruised and broken,
A girl who looks like me?

Or Do you see something else?
A girl who would never give-in,
And A girls whos body,
that had such soft skin.

when you look into my heart,
what do you really see?
a girl that would give up anything for him?
a girl who looks like me?

Or do you see something else?
a girl who always seems to always smile,
and if you look at her clothes,
none of them have fallen out of style.

When you look at the tears i cried,
what do you think of me?
Do You think i should have given up so long ago?
what do you really see?

Do you see a girl,
who is in love or obsessed?
what do you really think?
What do you suggest?

When you look at the scars I've made,
What do you think of me?
Do you think That I'm crazy?
What do you really see?

Do you see a girl,
Who is insane?
That she breaks down,
with just the thought of his name?

When you look at all the blood,
what do you think of me?
do you think that I'm so innocent?
What do you really see?

Do you see a girl,
Who is broken inside,
That now with everything f u c k e d up,
This is what you will decide.

This of this girl,
Look at her life,
If you really wanna know who she was,
just look over at the bloody knife.