What happened to us mom?

Look me in the eyes
and tell me everything will be alright
tell me that you love me
but thats all a lie

you ask me to talk
but i can't talk to you
you weren't there when i needed you mom
what am i suppose to do

you want me to be open
you want me to be alright
or at least thats what i think
when i go to bed at night

i thought i got over it
crying myself to bed at night
I'm sick of getting hurt
I'm sick of getting in fights

i want things to be ok
its not ever going to change
all we do is fight every single day

can't we get over it
can we please not fight
I'm sorry mom
I'm not coming home tonight

i bought a plane ticket
I'm going to be out of sight
I've got a one way ticket
to leave this life

I'll be out of your way
i wouldn't bother to say good-bye
cause I'll be a waste of your time
but not any more- not today

Look at my scars
look at my eyes
can you hear my faint cries
can you hear my perfect lies

can you tell me you love me
or want me to be open
can you sing me to sleep
and make sure i don't cry?