I have to let go

I love you so much
But you'll never know
I never had you
But still have to let go

I love you so much
You don't know that I care
You don't know how I feel
But the feeling's still there

I love you so much
I cry when you're in pain
I try to help you through it
Though there's nothing to gain

I love you so much
But it makes my heart break
I know you probably don't care
And it's all a mistake

I love you so much
You don't know I exist
I could never come back
And wouldn't be missed

I love you so much
But it's tearing me apart
It's getting hard to smile
When I hold you in my heart

I love you so much
But you still don't know
I never had you
But still have to let go