It seemed like the easy way out, just to end it all i felt like there was no one , my back against the wall . no one seemed to realize that i was Evan there It was all over,it was finally done,
now i wouldn't have to feel the emptiness of anyone it was all ended the pain was done but what i didn't realize it had just begun i saw how much hurt my mom asking "why?" and for the first time ever i even saw her cry ! she whispered she had loved me each day more and more,i cried, "mom, why couldn't tell me this before ? so each night i watch down to see whose holding the next blade,
hoping no one makes the same mistake i made .
