Im lost without him

Ill love you forever.
Ill love you for always.
As long as I'm living.
My first love you'll be.

I stayed up all night thinking about you.
Remembering all of our kisses and i Doe's.
I promises i would always be true.
But this love was gonna hurt too.

Kisses and i love you.
The way we used to do.
I said id never hurt you.
But baby it hurt me to.

It was time to let go.
Now every time i pass your house i know.
What i did was stupid.
But that time it wasn't worth it.

I never wanted to hurt you.
I promised id never hurt to.
I didn't think id ever do this.
It kinda feels like its not worth this.

I let you go.
I hurt you so.
Its hurts to know.
I'm made you cry.

I'm not saying i want another chance.
I'm sorry i had to take my stance.
I did something for myself.
Is it bad that it hurt your heart.

My mind is not working now
I cant think of what I'm writing
Its hard to say how i feel
But i still love you Edwin