Bitter Defeat Part 2

Dedicated To My Razor Blade

I have put you down
in three weeks now
i etch into my skin
blood dropping...how?

the sharpness, your beauty
make me long to hold you
i crave thee throughout
the day, this is true

its like an addiction
but it might cost me
my life, my friends
but i cant give up you see...

although happiness
i do have, i can't stop
ever since i started
the blade i cannot drop

i want to carry it at all times
i miss thee so
but i guess im messed up
if i cut to deep, you'll never know.