Instead Of Me

I hate to see her
And for her to be
The one you're loving
Instead of me

It makes me sick
It makes me feel
What you and me had
Was never real

But I know it was
What I felt for you
It was way to much
To be untrue

Because when I saw you
That beautiful face
It never failed
To make my heart race

It's kind of crazy
I know it's strange
I also know
That it will never change

I tried to ignore it
I tried to deny it
That only made me realize
That I shouldn't try to fight it

I once had everything
And I cannot forget
That all I have now
Is a love unmet