Painful memories

The painful memories that come to my head
To think of them as i lay crying in bed
They can't be earsed they come and they go
To loose my seed before it could grow
The painful memories they come in all sorts
But when my seed was dieing he didn't give me support
My painful memories inwade my dreams at night
The painful memories of the struggles i had to fight
The painful memories of him holding me tight
The painful memories i wish they would go
Some of these painful memories don't need to show
The painful memories...