And it's like...
i never felt so alone
so many disappointments
and things i don't want to face
i tried to tell you how i felt
and your face didn't even lift
you just stayed with the same look
the look you always have
like your trying to not try at all
i know you try to understand
but you don't
you never will
I'm alone
nobody understands me
they always say
"there's someone out there
who has it worse"
it just seems to be like
it can't get any worse
than this.
am i being naive?
is a girl my age
supposed to deal with
situations like this?
if so, tell me otherwise
you think i need your sympathy?
that's not even why
i am telling you this
i just wanted someone..
someone to understand
i could cut this up
into a 5 piece puzzle
and you still couldn't
put it together
why are you here?
why am i here
trying to make you understand?
when the fact of the matter is
you really don't care
understanding comes naturally.
i don't even want you here
but i know if you leave
I'll be left alone again
like i already am
and now my problems are gone
because i am here
figuring out why you are here
why you don't understand
why you won't understand
why you can't understand
my mind always goes back to you
in this weird mixed up feeling
your still and always will be
everything to me
and you could never understand that.
