Why?

Leave the bathroom, building too.
Walking the streets now.
Cant stop thinking of you.
Oh how wonderful you are.
But why cant you be mine?

I enter your road now.
My heart is racing.
Feeling weaker every step.
Why does it have too be like this?

I knock on your door.
You open.
I wish you could smile.
Like you do for everyone else.
Why cant you stop the pain?

I talk, so do you.
But I feel so far away.
I think you're beautiful.
You hate that word.

Spend the day defeating my self.
You don't notice.
Too wrapped up in yourself.
Why are you like this?

Just too abuse me.
Just too amuse yourself.
I say I love you.
You say you dont.

Lets just be friends its easier that way.
Easier for whom?
Because I am close too death.
And as she draws another breath.
I think whats the point.

She will never care, she will never understand.
How it feels to be in love.
Feel it first hand.
Too lay awake each night fretting over every mistake.
One more second I can not take.
Heavenly miserable being, give me a break, I guess its down too me?
But I cant be free without her, its impossible, too painful I guess I lose either way, any way. Everyday.