Stupidly

Lied about where i was going
went to his house
just hung out
called mom she called back
they found out about were i was
go home just wanted to sit around and stare
noticed there was no door
my procrastinations took over my body
couldn't call
out getting high
can't believe just when i go away he is gone
told me my best friend wanted to smoke
hell no she is going through her flirt stage
what would he do
couldn't trust her
stupidly grounded so i could stay with him
why do i do this?
do i think of him more than a friend?
i know i don't but maybe i do
no i don't
many interests
think like we have the same minds
i need help cannot tell anymore