I feel trapped

I feel trapped , i feel trapped in a small circle.
i feel pain , pain that wont seem to go away.
pain like a knike slowly carving into my weak heart.

i feel tears , tears coming down my cheeks,
tears that hold each horrifying memory that come
back to me as fast as lightning!

its hard to forgive and except , what had happen so long ago , when all i heard was sreaming and crying that felt like fire rushing down my spine. its as hard as trying to dodge rain......its nearly impossible

its nearly impossible ....to magically earase this
memory and fear and escape this small circle.

i feel trapped.